happy with nobody

i'M miSsiNg yOu sO bAd..

2006-09-18T04:52:00.000-07:00

yOu'Re aLL tHat i NeeD

yOu'rE tHe aiR tHat i BreAtHe

yoU mEaN tHe WorLd tO mE

AnD yOu KnoW thaT..

i'L giVe yOu mY hEarT aNd mY sOuL

AnD thEre'S nO oTheR wAy i Can dEnY it..

i MisS yoU anD mE..

2006-08-05T23:24:00.000-07:00

lasing na kami ni buddy chloe,, hehe these pix were taken inside chowking's restroom,, haha katawa nga, namula ung pisngi q., iba tlga matador,, pro the best pdin empi.. haha

lasingan session at weng's crib..haha we had gran matador, ung long neck.. then as chaser, water lang and coke.. tamang trip lang kc sawi sa pag-ibig si ewe eh.. hehe timing nga kc half day lang kmi.. kya un, instead na gumala kmi w/c is magastos, uminom na lang kmi.. haha tapos, nag-aminan cla kung cno-cno crush sa rum. wehe.. dyahe! wala kami ma-amin ni pax . haha

2006-08-05T22:54:00.000-07:00

these are my blockmates.. haay,, grabeh sa kulit ng section na yan.. and xmpre ndi mwawala ung pasaway., its no one else but me. haha everytime na wala kami prof, ganyan ginagawa namin., hehe we just miss the days nung sobrang bata pa kami,. most of the time c abby pasimuno ng kalokohan namin.. pewo ngaun, medyo magulo na lang kc as time passes by, nag-mamature na kami..chaka we're getting serious with our studies.. haha parang joke lang noh..pewo totoo un..Ü

2006-08-04T05:21:00.000-07:00

here's my pweety li'l sister., these pix were taken when we had vacation at Batangas.,
she loves beach just like us.. haha this li'l girl is a smart kid., she's just 1 yr and 8 months old but she knows a lot of things.. kanino kaya nagmana 'toh??? haha sana lang wag xa gagaya sakin..wehe.. tamad kc aku eh,. <> when we're together, other people ask me if anak q ba daw 'toh'ng batang 'toh.. haha., ndi q naman kamuka.. wihihi.. ndi q naman na matatanggap na mukha n qng nanay noh.. oh golly,, i never dream of having a child.. errrkkssss...

it's not easy to pretend..

2006-08-04T05:11:00.000-07:00

just because my eyes don't mist, it doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry..
and just because i come out strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong..
often, i choose to pretend i'm happy, so i don't have to explain myself to people
who will never understand.

smiling has always been easier than explaining why i'm sad..

the art of letting go

2006-08-03T03:01:00.000-07:00

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till i'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that i'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do i start to live my life alone?
Guess i'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And i can't set you free
So i hold on to what i wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish i could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do i start to live my life alone?
Guess i'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can i do?
But try to make it through
The pain of one more day
Without you

Where do i start, to live my life alone?
I guess i'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

i must learn how to let go

2006-08-03T02:05:00.000-07:00

i know i should stop thinking about him
coz it makes me weak,
but i can't. our memories keep playing in
my mind.
i really wanted to stop reminiscing,
but i don't know how.

i gotta be over him..
coz every single day of my life,
i feel like i'm dying..

i should find the right way to get you out of my life

2006-07-15T04:01:00.000-07:00

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this is for someone whom i've treasured the most..

2006-07-15T03:48:00.000-07:00

eow guys., just wanna share this blog to everyone., haha
i wanna let you know what's really going on with my life.,
am used to pretentions most of the time and 'coz of that
i'm not being myself., oh that really sucks..
am seeking for a good advice and i hope this could help.